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I think Aep is pulling me down.
I don't know why, but i seem to be taking the stress and the pressure the hardest. I mean we do all moan-groan, grumble and complain, but for me its an unspeakable fear of the lesson, i actually am afraid, i feel like aep is a brickload on my shoulders that weighs me down in the week.
I suppose the unhappiness began after the Bishan park trip, after we had to endure a day of wetness and humdrum. Then it just built on, the pressure, andi feel like i cant really take it anymore!
Its true, i know, we dont always try our best, but thats our school culture, what we are used to, and such strict discipline is impossible to be effective. It doesnt help that MG is not the best praise-giver and speaking with her always leaves me half-depressed.
Oh god, oh god!
Evidently something has to be done before i breakdown, but that shall happen after i actually muster the courage to take any action. Meanwhile i shall pray, because God is bigger than all my problems I know so!
Anyway, the week was good in the sense of a great accomplishment, because Sherlyn and I actually ran 2.4 km without stopping! We felt so super great after that run, mainly because we finally see some hope in passing napfa.
And even after the mood-dampening art lesson on thursday, the day was made good when I met hui-ge and paw who tagged along with me to my ah-yee's house, and after watching some TV we went to the jap restaurant at leisure park for dinner. Fun! I feel so lucky to have wonderful and supa hilarious friends like these two, never fail to brighten my day. There were these two incredibly adorabe japanese TWIN little boys (oh my oh my!) at the table opposite us, Paw and i were staring to no end. Hooray for Twin Japanese Cuties!
Church today was good too, Yaxin came along and we had a pretty good talk. And by all things through prayer!
So proud of Sherwyn and Jae for leading cell so smoothly despite the absence of a cell leader, both got alot of potential luh. Proud of tiziana too for bringing her friends to rededication.
Central three power man!
I love central three (:
Pictures of everything another day!
Including april fools.
(p.s I have made the interesting discovery that adults have the tendency to create jokes and laugh at them while noone else does. Oh well! Part and parcel of graceful aeging.)
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I think Aep is pulling me down.
I don't know why, but i seem to be taking the stress and the pressure the hardest. I mean we do all moan-groan, grumble and complain, but for me its an unspeakable fear of the lesson, i actually am afraid, i feel like aep is a brickload on my shoulders that weighs me down in the week.
I suppose the unhappiness began after the Bishan park trip, after we had to endure a day of wetness and humdrum. Then it just built on, the pressure, andi feel like i cant really take it anymore!
Its true, i know, we dont always try our best, but thats our school culture, what we are used to, and such strict discipline is impossible to be effective. It doesnt help that MG is not the best praise-giver and speaking with her always leaves me half-depressed.
Oh god, oh god!
Evidently something has to be done before i breakdown, but that shall happen after i actually muster the courage to take any action. Meanwhile i shall pray, because God is bigger than all my problems I know so!
Anyway, the week was good in the sense of a great accomplishment, because Sherlyn and I actually ran 2.4 km without stopping! We felt so super great after that run, mainly because we finally see some hope in passing napfa.
And even after the mood-dampening art lesson on thursday, the day was made good when I met hui-ge and paw who tagged along with me to my ah-yee's house, and after watching some TV we went to the jap restaurant at leisure park for dinner. Fun! I feel so lucky to have wonderful and supa hilarious friends like these two, never fail to brighten my day. There were these two incredibly adorabe japanese TWIN little boys (oh my oh my!) at the table opposite us, Paw and i were staring to no end. Hooray for Twin Japanese Cuties!
Church today was good too, Yaxin came along and we had a pretty good talk. And by all things through prayer!
So proud of Sherwyn and Jae for leading cell so smoothly despite the absence of a cell leader, both got alot of potential luh. Proud of tiziana too for bringing her friends to rededication.
Central three power man!
I love central three (:
Pictures of everything another day!
Including april fools.
(p.s I have made the interesting discovery that adults have the tendency to create jokes and laugh at them while noone else does. Oh well! Part and parcel of graceful aeging.)
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